urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue lost in thought.... helios_blue 2008-07-05T15:55:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:3846 2008-07-05T15:55:29Z 2008-07-05T15:55:29Z Arashi - One Love hahaha what a title ^^<br /><br />anyways.. i've been accepted at the University of Indonesia, a public university which is quite famous indeed<br />i'll be studying japanese literature there, yay!<br />but to choose studying in that university means i'll have to leave my home sweet home and move to some kind of a dorm because the university is located outside the city <br />so there's no way to commute, it's way to far<br /><br />i'm pretty nervous about this since i never live far from my family before<br />and also the social problem, because i'll be a minority in my new place<br />in my school days, i went to a school where majority of us are chinese<br />but now.... hey, i'm not trying to say anything bad towards others, but things happened<br />i hope i can be friends with them <br />i'm kinda confused actually, somebody help?<br /><br />i'm already in the process of getting things ready, like buying stuffs to bring to my new place<br />and also working on the tasks given for the university orientation days<br />they asked all freshmen to make an essay about our nation's rise and future, also to do a group discussion about our role to make our nation better, and memorize songs of our alma mater<br /><br />i think it's better this way than those mentally (even in some place in here, physically) depressing method of orientation<br />seriously, some seniors in some colleges hit their juniors that led to their deaths in some kind of a 'welcome ceremony'... scary...<br /><br />many, many works to do from now<br />many, many new things to see and to learn<br />but i believe it will all be useful for the future...<br /><br />PS : maybe posts here will become even more rare after this <br />because i'll have to leave my high speed internet PC at home and move to a place without internet, except at the rental<br />but i'll try to keep writing somthing because i don't want this LJ dead<br />i don't wanna have an account but have an empty page urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:3823 2008-06-12T16:23:48Z 2008-06-12T16:23:48Z whew! my life can never be more boring than these days<br />my school break has lasted for a month and it's still 2,5 months again to spend until i start going to university<br />i never knew a holiday can be so boring LOL<br /><br />i just wake up at 9 AM everyday, and then take breakfast, and then switches from watching TV, playing my PS2 and browsing the net<br />sometimes i just sleep again<br />my brain is not working properly anymore i think, since it used to work so hard during school days but now it's nearly doing nothing<br /><br />btw, if only i'm not into JE's fandom maybe i'll be whacking my head at the wall because of this boredom, seriously<br />so i found this thing mysteriously was inside my family's refrigerator<br /><br /><img width="167" height="223" alt="" src="http://i207.photobucket.com/albums/bb2/orange_taiyou/Image329.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br />what's that? if you ever watched Arashi's YouC1000 CM maybe you know<br />it's similar to the one in the CM, just with different flavor<br />my dad bought it for himself, but me and my brother got all crazy seeing it (yeah, my little bro is somehow a JE fan too ^^)<br />apparently the product just being sold in my country recently so i don't know they have it too here<br /><br />people in here likes to re-use plastic bottles from drinks by filling water into it, so they don't have to buy a special bottle for it<br />my family&nbsp; does that too,&nbsp; but usually we remove the label first<br />but i insist not to remove this one, i nearly screamed when my dad's hand is already on the label trying to tear it <br />he asked why but i just said it will look not good (telling him about my fandom will only get me yelled at -_-)<br />in the end we keep it with the label, with my dad keep asking why and i'm not answering ^^<br /><br />so yeah this kind fandom can make us unbelievably stupid but i'm happy with it as it brings more colours in my life<br />otherwise it will be so boring urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:3568 2008-05-29T16:10:52Z 2008-05-29T16:10:52Z Tegomasu - ai ai gasa long time no post...<br />i doubt anybody read this journal though, i'm just filling it for my pleasure in writing and practice in english ^^<br /><br />school break has lasted for 2 weeks now...<br />and i'm getting bored already&nbsp; -_-<br />i'm not the kind of the person who go out with friends much so yeah i'm stuck at&nbsp; home most of the time<br />but recently i watched some movies with my friend<br />i watched the new narnia and indiana jones<br />so better than speaking this and that i'll tell my impression about those <br /><br />narnia : overall it's good about 4 /5. i like most of those kinds of movies like LOTR series, Harry Potter, etc. just about a fantasy world hehe. but one thing i don't like is the final battle when Aslan came to help and then the whole war was concluded. it's like an uneven war between the all-human Telmarine soldiers and gigantic natural powers of Aslan with the moving trees and all. it's just too easy and i don't like it. well it's just my opinion<br /><br />indiana jones : not so good story, i like the action choreography though. like when Indy and Mutt being chased by some agent and the chase in the jungle with the Russian. but i really don't like all the alien thingy. i suppose something archeological has nothing to do with aliens. i prefer them fight the Russians and the native Mayan tribes. &gt;_&lt; <br />and the puzzle solving was too fast, i hardly can catch the meaning. even my mom and dad didn't get it at all.<br />i give it 2.5/5 score<br /><br />btw i'll be sitting for the entrance test to University of Indonesia on 7-8 June, it's a state university. it'll be a hard one to pass because from hundreds even thousands of test takers only about 30-70 seats available for each major (whew, can you believe that?)<br />i'll have to study from now but it's going to worth it because the fee is much cheaper<br />well i hope i can pass....<br /><br /><br /><br />&nbsp; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:3243 2008-05-15T07:30:53Z 2008-05-15T07:30:53Z actually I want to post yesterday but I became too emotional to do anything related to this matter....<br /><br />yesterday was my last day in high school<br />my classmates planned for a farewell yakiniku party after school<br />so we went to a restaurant at 1 PM, we took our homeroom teacher with us too<br />the whole thing was paid using our class deposit which was usually spent for paying material copies, books, etc<br />we were still wearing our uniform and we insist everyone to keep wearing it because it was the last time... *man, this is so sad...*<br />after having a gigantic lunch ( I ate 7 yakiniku dishes with 2 of my friends ^^), we went outside to take some photos together with our teacher and the whole class<br />our teacher said goodbye and we shake hands with her and said thanks for her for her guidance this year<br />after that we took more photos, we even put them in categories<br />I took photo with my friend who also took the design major in college<br />the rest who took medicine, engineer, business major also took photo with those who take the same major ^^<br />I'd like to see what kind of people will you guys become in the future...<br /><br />at about 4 PM, we went home and before leaving we waved to each other for a very long time <br />I got really touched, but nobody cried<br />it was a very beautiful evening<br />upon leaving the place I felt so weird<br />really, I had a sad and happy feeling at once<br />sad because I most likely will not see ourself together again<br />happy because finally I've finished school<br /><br />but anyway, I want you guys, my classmates and everybody in the school to know that I will not forget you forever<br />eventhough from now we will walk on a different road, I hope we can keep in contact<br />I will surely miss those days with you guys.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:2832 2008-04-06T16:15:31Z 2008-04-06T16:15:31Z FUNKY MONKEY BABYS - lovin' life pheww.... long time no update<br />i've been very busy and LJ is the web with longest loading time here so there's no helping it ^^<br /><br />it's already April, which means the final exam is really near now<br />just 2 weeks away! <br />I'm not that nervous as I was, since we already reviewed and worked on hundreds and hundreds of exercises at school<br />my average for the second try out exam is about 75 for the science subjects and 85 for the others<br />I can say I'm quite ready now<br />to think that my scores for science subjects was never higher than 60&nbsp; when I was in 2nd grade, it's a big progress XD<br /><br />now the second thing that I've been thinking these days is about my choice for university<br />an unexpected problem has came over my family that i must reconsider to choose graphic design major<br />it's an expensive major *sigh*<br />now I'm planning to try for the state university for lower costs <br />the problem is... it doesn't have a design major!!<br />now I really don't know what to choose... <br />I'm interested in studying in language and literature major, but I don't think it has a good prospect for my future<br />I mean I don't know how will I get a job with that<br /><br />I'm so confused!! and the time is getting nearer and nearer!<br /><br />I hope somebody can enlighten me and tell me what to do.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:2784 2008-03-03T16:32:51Z 2008-03-03T16:32:51Z kanjani8 - wahaha hi there!<br />&nbsp;<br />I just want to share this because i'm really really in love with this song right now! ^^<br /><br />It's kanjani8 newest single Wahaha [03.12.08]<br />Basically I think this song is their best song up to now<br />I like the PV too! I can't stop laughing while watching it ^^<br />everybody looks so funny!<br /><br />so here's the PV <br /><br /><lj-embed id="3" /><br /><br />and in case anybody want the song, I've uploaded it here<br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="kanjani8 - wahaha"><a name="cutid2"></a><div class="ljcut" text="kanjani 8 - wahaha">http://www.mediafire.com/?muayzn5tjln</div></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:2373 2008-02-29T14:55:31Z 2008-02-29T14:55:31Z national exam first try out is over<br />very very tiring~&nbsp; -_-<br /><br />my scores :<br />math : 70, not bad, it's just as i thought, i never get beyond 7 after i entered science major (IPA)<br /><br />chemistry : 62, it's quite dangerous... i'll have to study harder!<br /><br />indonesian languange : 74, haha this is a shame, but everybody at school get low scores too. The options are annoyingly tricky... you can't really decide which one is right ^^<br /><br />english : 82, quite a shame too for me, since i'm quite confident with my english <br />btw my TOEFL score is the highest at school (now, now, i don't mean too sound cocky XD)<br />but i really should get better score than that<br /><br />biology : not announced yet... but i think it's going to be low score. i didn't study properly because there's so many that i have to learn!<br /><br />physics : not announced yet... looks like it's going to be similar like chemistry score or somewhere around there...<br /><br /><br />second try out is on 23 march and final exam on 22 april<br />i still have to work hard..<br />do pray for me ne~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:2130 2008-02-17T15:25:57Z 2008-02-17T15:25:57Z SS501 - kokoro oops!! sorry for abandoning the journal again<br />my internet connection was off for about 1,5 month because of some misunderstandings with the provider<br />it was quite a hard time for time but now it's back again <br />I'm really happy because I can say I can't live without internet now...<br /><br />I really don't know what else I can do if I have finished my homework and other works<br />I can play my PS2 some months ago, (yess I'm quite a gamer back then, and still am) but now it's not working anymore<br />I can only turn on my computer and surf the internet<br />practically it's my only amusement for now<br /><br />btw, my life is getting much more intense now<br />I'm in last grade at high school,<br />the state final exam is on 3rd week of April and starting from now in class we're not doing anything but reviewing all the materials<br />Indonesia's education system is quite strict, I won't graduate if I don't pass...<br />so I have to put everything in my head and make sure they stay there until the final exam is over<br />I really have to ganbatte now!<br /><br /><br />sorry I haven't put anything worthy in this journal<br />I really don't know what to put since everybody seems already post all the news and other things<br />I'm more like taking than giving right now ^_^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:2041 2007-12-16T03:16:58Z 2007-12-16T03:16:58Z yamashita tomohisa - daite senorita 1m38s version :<br /><lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br /><br />33s version :<br /><lj-embed id="2" /><br /><br /><br />yamapi is sooooo (insert just any positive word here ^^)<br />kurosagi disguised himself a lot<br />disguising as a pirate really cracked me up! <br />it reminds me of Jack Sparrow from Pirates of the Caribbean<br />and on top of all I want a good ending for his relationship with Tsurara~<br />well maybe I'm a bit yamaki biased ^_^<br />I really can't wait for the movie to be released~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:1553 2007-12-16T03:00:11Z 2007-12-16T03:06:51Z SMAP - Dangan Fighter woohoo!<br />this week couldn't be better!<br />so finally my holiday has started ^^<br /><br />my math score unexpectedly reached the standard so no need to retest!<br />now I can sit back and enjoy life at least until January 7th^^<br /><br />anyway it's nearly christmas<font size="5"><font size="2"> so I want to say</font><br /><font color="#ff0000"><br />MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!<br /><br /><font size="2" color="#808000">my wish list to santa this year for the upcoming year:<br /><br />1. a notebook, which I will need for my study in university and to keep a room for my Johnny's stuff ^^<br /><br />2. a trip to Japan, but not this year, my family has decided a trip to Malaysia this holiday<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; but I have promised to myself that I'll set my foot to Japan sometime in my life<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; NO MATTER WHAT WILL HAPPEN!<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; and of course along with that I want to watch NEWS/arashi concert live! ^^<br /><br />3. a good score for the high school final exam in April. <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Indonesian government has made it hard by adding 3 additional subjects (physics,chemistry and &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; biology)<br /><br />4. a creative mind (how come I ask for this? ^^) to support my study in graphic design starting August <br /></font><font color="#808000"><br /></font><font size="2" color="#808000">5. so that I can become a better person for myself, my friends and everyone in the upcoming year!</font><br /></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:1438 2007-12-10T04:45:23Z 2007-12-10T04:45:23Z Arashi - PIKANCHI double yaaaaayy!!<br />finally the exam week ended.... but not yet for me<br />I got below the standard for chemistry (and most probably math)<br />so I'll have to do the test once more... which is tomorrow&nbsp; -_-<br />gaaah I'm so not in the mood to study now<br /><br />becaaaause<br />today is such a big day !<br />the biggest day so far of my fangirling to Johnny's, especially NEWS<br />they ACTUALLY got the letter I wrote! (and also many other letters from all over the world)<br />I never been through this far before<br /><br /> thanks very very much to<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_calpis37' lj:user='calpis37' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://calpis37.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://calpis37.livejournal.com/'><b>calpis37</b></a></span>for making it possible <br /> you and your ojisan is the best^^<br /><br />now I'm thinking that Johnny's is the best enterpreneur in the world for making so many girls in the world can't get themselves off of his boys ^^<br />that includes me, who made the 20 GB hard disk of my PC full within 3 months (and my family has owned this PC for 6 years!)<br />it's all Johnny's related stuffs<br />it has been upgraded to 100 GB now<br />I'll be downloading like crazy again <br />yeaaaahh XD<br /><br /><br />alright back to work, still have to study chemistry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:1056 2007-12-02T15:05:23Z 2007-12-02T15:05:23Z arashi-hitomi no naka no galaxy haha another lame update ^^<br /><br />anyway, i just sit the nihon go noryoku shiken a.k.a the JLPT test<br />it's my first time!<br />i took the 3 kyuu btw<br />i did it quite good in grammar and reading parts<br />but i'm really hopeless in the listening part<br />they made it really confusing....<br /><br />but i hope i'll pass<br />the result shall be announced around february-march 2008<br />still a long time...<br />oh well<br /><br />and tomorrow i'll start the semester exam at school which lasts for a week<br />after that, holiday!!<br />yay!<br />i promise i'll take care my LJ more in holiday ^^<br /><br />later... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:803 2007-11-14T16:29:27Z 2007-11-14T16:29:27Z yeah my LJ is pathetic...<br />I'm too lazy to make a post and I have absolutely nothing to put in it<br />Sorry...<br /><br />So today is the day of university admission result announcement<br />It's the second university I'm trying to enroll to<br />And it ends up that I passed.... on rank 2<br />Which means higher tuition fee&nbsp; *sigh*<br />Am I that bad?<br /><br />I'm going to graphic design major btw<br />I don't think I'm that creative but I don't see any other major that makes me interested<br />And I don't want to spend the rest of my life doing something that I don't like<br />So here I am trying to adjust myself for what will come next in my life<br /><br />And to make my day worse, I got low score in my Math and Biology<br />After those no sleep all studying nights?!<br />Oh whatever, I don't care anymore<br />As long as I can graduate high school it will be enough<br />I'll do better in university<br /><br />well, yay for a better future ^^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:helios_blue:523 2007-11-09T17:48:19Z 2007-11-09T17:48:19Z news - why umm...<br />I really don't know what to write here<br />I just don't want to left my page blank (I must have been very lazy)<br /><br />So let me introduce myself as another fangirl of johnny's entertainment <br />Started the whole fangirling about 8 months ago, when I watched the dorama '1litre of tears'<br />I got touched a lot, by the story and by ryo's acting<br />And decided to find out more about this guy<br /><br />And after that, I leave the rest to my PC and the web browser ^^<br />Some months later I found myself pretty much addicted to NEWS<br />Can't spend a day without them <br />and my PC ended up to be full of johnny's stuffs<br />It nearly can't load anything more (really I never been so into something like this before)<br />I'm begging my dad to upgrade our PC's hard disk to a larger one otherwise he wouldn't be able to save anything in it <br />Or at least buy me notebook~<br /><br />I kinda regret that I didn't know them (NEWS and the other groups, I mean) earlier<br />I'm going to university soon<br />I'll be busy of course<br />But I'll try to keep them a part of my life<br />Because they're too good to be left behind!