僕がここにいる

hahaha what a title ^^

anyways.. i've been accepted at the University of Indonesia, a public university which is quite famous indeed
i'll be studying japanese literature there, yay!
but to choose studying in that university means i'll have to leave my home sweet home and move to some kind of a dorm because the university is located outside the city
so there's no way to commute, it's way to far

i'm pretty nervous about this since i never live far from my family before
and also the social problem, because i'll be a minority in my new place
in my school days, i went to a school where majority of us are chinese
but now.... hey, i'm not trying to say anything bad towards others, but things happened
i hope i can be friends with them
i'm kinda confused actually, somebody help?

i'm already in the process of getting things ready, like buying stuffs to bring to my new place
and also working on the tasks given for the university orientation days
they asked all freshmen to make an essay about our nation's rise and future, also to do a group discussion about our role to make our nation better, and memorize songs of our alma mater

i think it's better this way than those mentally (even in some place in here, physically) depressing method of orientation
seriously, some seniors in some colleges hit their juniors that led to their deaths in some kind of a 'welcome ceremony'... scary...

many, many works to do from now
many, many new things to see and to learn
but i believe it will all be useful for the future...

PS : maybe posts here will become even more rare after this
because i'll have to leave my high speed internet PC at home and move to a place without internet, except at the rental
but i'll try to keep writing somthing because i don't want this LJ dead
i don't wanna have an account but have an empty page

whew! my life can never be more boring than these days
my school break has lasted for a month and it's still 2,5 months again to spend until i start going to university
i never knew a holiday can be so boring LOL

i just wake up at 9 AM everyday, and then take breakfast, and then switches from watching TV, playing my PS2 and browsing the net
sometimes i just sleep again
my brain is not working properly anymore i think, since it used to work so hard during school days but now it's nearly doing nothing

btw, if only i'm not into JE's fandom maybe i'll be whacking my head at the wall because of this boredom, seriously
so i found this thing mysteriously was inside my family's refrigerator





what's that? if you ever watched Arashi's YouC1000 CM maybe you know
it's similar to the one in the CM, just with different flavor
my dad bought it for himself, but me and my brother got all crazy seeing it (yeah, my little bro is somehow a JE fan too ^^)
apparently the product just being sold in my country recently so i don't know they have it too here

people in here likes to re-use plastic bottles from drinks by filling water into it, so they don't have to buy a special bottle for it
my family  does that too,  but usually we remove the label first
but i insist not to remove this one, i nearly screamed when my dad's hand is already on the label trying to tear it
he asked why but i just said it will look not good (telling him about my fandom will only get me yelled at -_-)
in the end we keep it with the label, with my dad keep asking why and i'm not answering ^^

so yeah this kind fandom can make us unbelievably stupid but i'm happy with it as it brings more colours in my life
otherwise it will be so boring

long time no post...
i doubt anybody read this journal though, i'm just filling it for my pleasure in writing and practice in english ^^

school break has lasted for 2 weeks now...
and i'm getting bored already  -_-
i'm not the kind of the person who go out with friends much so yeah i'm stuck at  home most of the time
but recently i watched some movies with my friend
i watched the new narnia and indiana jones
so better than speaking this and that i'll tell my impression about those

narnia : overall it's good about 4 /5. i like most of those kinds of movies like LOTR series, Harry Potter, etc. just about a fantasy world hehe. but one thing i don't like is the final battle when Aslan came to help and then the whole war was concluded. it's like an uneven war between the all-human Telmarine soldiers and gigantic natural powers of Aslan with the moving trees and all. it's just too easy and i don't like it. well it's just my opinion

indiana jones : not so good story, i like the action choreography though. like when Indy and Mutt being chased by some agent and the chase in the jungle with the Russian. but i really don't like all the alien thingy. i suppose something archeological has nothing to do with aliens. i prefer them fight the Russians and the native Mayan tribes. >_<
and the puzzle solving was too fast, i hardly can catch the meaning. even my mom and dad didn't get it at all.
i give it 2.5/5 score

btw i'll be sitting for the entrance test to University of Indonesia on 7-8 June, it's a state university. it'll be a hard one to pass because from hundreds even thousands of test takers only about 30-70 seats available for each major (whew, can you believe that?)
i'll have to study from now but it's going to worth it because the fee is much cheaper
well i hope i can pass....



 

actually I want to post yesterday but I became too emotional to do anything related to this matter....

yesterday was my last day in high school
my classmates planned for a farewell yakiniku party after school
so we went to a restaurant at 1 PM, we took our homeroom teacher with us too
the whole thing was paid using our class deposit which was usually spent for paying material copies, books, etc
we were still wearing our uniform and we insist everyone to keep wearing it because it was the last time... *man, this is so sad...*
after having a gigantic lunch ( I ate 7 yakiniku dishes with 2 of my friends ^^), we went outside to take some photos together with our teacher and the whole class
our teacher said goodbye and we shake hands with her and said thanks for her for her guidance this year
after that we took more photos, we even put them in categories
I took photo with my friend who also took the design major in college
the rest who took medicine, engineer, business major also took photo with those who take the same major ^^
I'd like to see what kind of people will you guys become in the future...

at about 4 PM, we went home and before leaving we waved to each other for a very long time
I got really touched, but nobody cried
it was a very beautiful evening
upon leaving the place I felt so weird
really, I had a sad and happy feeling at once
sad because I most likely will not see ourself together again
happy because finally I've finished school

but anyway, I want you guys, my classmates and everybody in the school to know that I will not forget you forever
eventhough from now we will walk on a different road, I hope we can keep in contact
I will surely miss those days with you guys....

pheww.... long time no update
i've been very busy and LJ is the web with longest loading time here so there's no helping it ^^

it's already April, which means the final exam is really near now
just 2 weeks away!
I'm not that nervous as I was, since we already reviewed and worked on hundreds and hundreds of exercises at school
my average for the second try out exam is about 75 for the science subjects and 85 for the others
I can say I'm quite ready now
to think that my scores for science subjects was never higher than 60  when I was in 2nd grade, it's a big progress XD

now the second thing that I've been thinking these days is about my choice for university
an unexpected problem has came over my family that i must reconsider to choose graphic design major
it's an expensive major *sigh*
now I'm planning to try for the state university for lower costs
the problem is... it doesn't have a design major!!
now I really don't know what to choose...
I'm interested in studying in language and literature major, but I don't think it has a good prospect for my future
I mean I don't know how will I get a job with that

I'm so confused!! and the time is getting nearer and nearer!

I hope somebody can enlighten me and tell me what to do....